Zenathi Femela makes stupid and great decisions
Honestly speaking, I’ve had a very bad start to my year of 2023 and it seems it will end in a bad state as I continue to struggle for a job because now I am self-employed and that does not earn a lot of income for me but I am at least trying man. I normally don’t feel like attacking myself, most of the time, because of personal demons I tend to overcome, not because I have opened a space for them to parade my mind but I am at least trying to become the best version of myself at all cost. When I intend to make stupid decisions in my life, I just know that I am a people-pleaser because previously, I have allowed people to have an opinion on my life and how I perceive some of the decisions I take. For an example, I’ve been fine with potentially pleasing people with my previous work though it was sulking me dry, emotionally, because It was not invested in me, in terms of how I rope in knowledge as the result, I ended up quitting that job not only it was sulking me dry but the income I wa