MY DESIRES | DREAMS | BLEMISHES | IMPERFECTIONS

 I had to think thoroughly about what I am going to utter and write because I am about to table my deep desires, dreams, blemishes and imperfection that really describes me. I, for one, have not been one to speak externally about what I desire. Mine has been to dream and pursue that dream. We’ve been called to earth to act on our purposes and dreams. Therefore, to ostracize myself from the calling would be injustice. The injustice to me but most importantly, the injustice that would overshadow my desires and dreams. I think about what I said on Facebook, last week, that I don’t have same mentality as my peers regarding the sex perspective. I have not come out comfortable to say that I am virgin and I have not fallen to sex ropes because of how I perceive some people relationships and how cheating is likely to unfold, is it because of sex cravings or one in need of sexual validation? Well I don’t know because I haven’t been in that position so it would be fake of me to point myself in a position that could overthrow and not describe me.

 

My greatest desire was to see myself becoming part of something that targets the betterment of Cape Town Entertainment, therefore joining Dala Kreative- Music & Life as a writer is one of my goals. It is no secret and justification to act on it because it utilizes my creative input and insight. Studying tourism has made me have a different perspective and made me shift my focus on bettering Cape Town, well that’s my next goal to achieve, in all large. After becoming part of DKMNL, I was like what is my next goal? Because I am 21 years old and I don’t have the luxury of calling myself a kid anymore, therefore I created a blog that would let me pen down what is going through my mind, at that time, hence I am doing so at this moment of writing this introspective.  As I am growing, I am starting to get enlightened about the stuff that I didn’t know of and that really illustrates my growth, mentality, and physically. To be quite honest, when I decided to write such a blog is because of personality and how I perceive myself. I too believe that my goals will be scored and I shall have many goals on the scoreboard. I feel like I have really pen down all my desires but not.

 

My defacement was to let people take control and have a right to utter my life. I have worked hard to annihilate the element of being not confident with my looks because I have let people take control but not now. There’s so much that I want to elaborate on but I will do it on piece 2 of this blog. 

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